Hello dear Lilian, I hope you are fine now.
Don't worry about that ,it happened to me years ago when I was student.
I just discover that I felt lonely when all are surrond me.
I guess, I knew what was all about, I needed someone to be in love with, someone shares the most important part of my life wether it is sad or happy.
Someone encourge me when it is required and let me going on
I discovered that because when I found my love every bad feelings disappeared.
But ofcourse the Life resposiblities stareted when we got married
I wish you all the best in your life and I hope you find your true love sooner.
Also when such a feelings came to you just join EC and we all stay here to be with you.