keling wrote:, my husband has been sick in a brain disease for many years, a part of his brain founction has been damaged , memoris almost been losted ,mentle health is too bad that often in dementia and emotionless. in spite of how much my feelings to be understood by him , but vain , absolutely vain . in spite of how many events to be consulted with him , but ,no response. what lonely situiation i have been [/b]
Ms.A.Z wrote:shazzam1452 wrote:I have been in that situation many years ago. Reading your message reminded me of how isolated i felt from my family at a time when I needed them most. That is what makes you feel that way "ISOLATED". When you feel that no one understands what you are going through.
Thank you for your reply. Really every word you said was true. I went through excat sitiuation.Some times it really hurts deep inside just to think about how I used to cry for 4 months ago and no one from my family didnt even bother to make me feel better because they are the ones who made me cry. At that particulat time I really wished if I was not born in the 1st place but what to do its not in my hand. At the same time I had to prepare for my final year exams and I was not able to concentrate at all. I hated my self alot and every one else around me. I Isolated my self from my family and I didn't talk to them for a while because I couldn't and if I didnt then I will cry for sure so I just didn't. Things are changed now I'm graduate now and I got a good job thanaks to Allah/ God and my relationship with my family is good as before But still thinking of those days and that sitiuation really makes me sad as if I have a big whole in my heart that never can be filled or be the same as before!
Now I keep wonding all the time WHY it happend. I know there are people who are having worse problems then me and comparing to them my problem might be nothing But WHY?! Worse thing is I knew things will go wrong but I just followed my heart.
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