whenever i look at you, i feel a sudden sadness
because i know you are someone who could never be mine,
maybe you have noticed the sudden changes i'm having lately
i just couldn't handle it anymore
i cannot go on pretending that you are just my friend
when deep down inside,,,you are special.
i hate myself for not being able to
admit this stupid feeling i have for you
im afraid of the consequences that are bound to happen..
your smile keeps on haunting me, my mind is telling me to forget you
those times that we have spent together will always be with me
coz i know,,, it's all i have of you
if ever the time comes that you will be able to know that way im
promise me you'll never hate me
i know its wrong to love you and there's nobody to blame but me
im not aware that i have been falling for you until that time
and it hurts me so much to know that you could never love me
the way im loving you
the distance between us is GETTING BIGGER
i couldn't do anything but to admire from a distance
so please forgive me for being so foolish
i know whatever happens,,, you and i will be a fantasy
only in my dreams can i hold you...
only there shall you be mine...
but when the dream is finally over,,,
reality will creep in my heart and will proclaim that you are
WHO COULD NEVER BE MINE
c",) I'm here... all the way c",)