thanks for giving me hope, MONEM
i'm trying to try my best but disappointing thoughts don't leave me... i keep wondering no matter how hard i try, there are always people better than me... i still can't forget last year and how i got a result which shocked everyone, and me the most...
everytime i get those thoughts i try to think of this proverb(German proverb i think & i hope i don't make mistake in translating it)... it's like "falling down into mud is not shame, it's shame if you keep staying there."
anyway, i'd better do my best and hope... hoping i'll get good results this year
thanks for your words