Oh just let me add to the sticky-ness today, I cant cannot help myself....FIRST OF ALL...SUICIDE IS AS SELFISH and unkind as any other act of anger on/in the earthly life...and we all get angry some of us really VERY very angry at times at injustices....the person (like myself:in the past) who attempts to leave the earth by suicide is not someone noble and to be respected although they usually think they are very Noble...and being full with FOOLISH PRIDE they make certain haste to go to a better place...Heaven...and home to us all...the great source...what have you...they take early leave from a life they have asked for
when there are so many other things to do....to heal wounds
(or if they believe that they believe, in a so called hell, they take their chances and thus they are really quite stupid along with being truly shelfish)
... which they do to leave behind anyone who actually did care what happened to them/ the people who would liked to have been able to help them find happiness.
I know from experience because that was me. I took far too much acid (LSD) in my youth...it caused massive hallucinations of parrellel worlds...one of the most recurring being a battle of armegeddeon of which I was quite a major player ( be certain...ego death follows) the spiritual warfare began...i slayed countless demons with my amazing wealth of intelligence in quantum physics...and these facts of the laws of spirit were merely lessons glomed form the universal codex...I channelled the texts of the laws of the universes to win these battles...demons are not too terribly clever...
anyway I am off the point...I am still here and having gestured that I would leave the earthy plane I decided to stay because I was being ridiculous...Anyone who studies the esoteric learns in time that we ALL WANT TO BE HERE we all wanted to come here for these challanges and to leave is cowardly and terribly in effective for...having gone home you eventually become bored with all BEAUTY... you will ask once you are there and tired of heaven
to return to the game again...I can assure you, from experience! LOL
and I am sure that the subject is sensitive to people who do not consider it with much weight but when you think about it really what is not made to be humorous at times in the world today...is anything really exempt from finding some comedy within?
(some of us are tired of crying)
I landed myself in the mental ward for my exploring with drugs in my youth... not once but eight
(watch "girl interrupted"...and "beautiful mind" and "the game"...and "butterfly effect" and "gothika" and "in america" and "the professional" and "hideous kinky"...to see a bit of how the subject appilies to my life
and thanks for the memories
...suicide...is an incredibly funny subject...for me and I have been there!
I laughed out loud ...thanks Admiral............life is crazy
Hope that was not too heavy for some...peace!