Isn't it hurt?

[yasnie]

I wanna kill this feeling
Again and again...
The strong power has kicked me
Until bottom of my heart
Deep inside...
It hurts me, it stabs me...
I cried in my midnight
It tooks me for a long time to handle it
I always try to neutralizes it
But I can't...
You see...
These tears has tortured me
My bruised and broken soul
I hate being hurt
I hate being in my court
I have to judge my heart
Which way it will passed
Until now....
I still don't know...