work 6 months and I feel tired.Everyday,I do the same job and get little money which just can support mylife. It is a small company but surroundings is also very complex.Every morning,most people thinking is not how to do the work better but how to treat other people,what the other people think.Some people who has the real ability and work hard always won't be upgraded and someone who know little things get the high position. Many small things always affect my mood.
I hate that.
I know I need to practise,I Know I must be used to some things,I know I should take pains,tolerate and study as much as I can then wait the opportunity,But I feel difficult in this condition.I will to pay out but lose aim.
I want to change,but how? Sometimes, I think that is just the fact of the work. Yearn school.