How are you?
Thanks for this topic. In fact maybe I am the most one who need it and need motivation!
These days, I am in no mood to do ANYTHING! I just like to SLEEEEP.
I don't know why.. Although there is something inside me which badly wants me to change or break this Habit above that there are a lot of things on my to do list.
Everyday I wake up and say to myself that this day must be special and different. However, at the end of the day, I find myself doing nothing!
Above that, there are a lot of things which I used to do and love but now I stop doing it.. Like chatting with friends and crochet! I am bored of myself, in fact, I am bored of everything in this life.
Emm, to say the truth, emm, I think that I broke the routine a little when I read an Arabic book which called " قواعد العشق الاربعون" which was sth new for me since I'd always preferred reading English books... I'd enjoyed reading this one a lot and enjoyed reading Arabic stories! "I didn't expect that"
Today too, I did a little bit of change since I went to the kitchen and made "Cheesecake", I am very happy with it since I'd never made sth like that before. Above that, I rarely go to the kitchen to cook or do anything so I found it sth new!
Dear, here in Syria, during the last three years, our life as well as our habits have changed a lot..
For example: our life and food style became different and we had to "acclimate?" with the situation...
In the past also, we used to go by cars or buses to our jobs and schools, however now, the traffic crisis made it too hard since no matter how much the way was short, it would take us hours to get there! :(
So now people started to walk instead of using the transportation. And all places which we used to see it far became to short!
Moreover, the country situation, let us do everything by our hands and handmade things become very popular..
Emm, I find it a good change and we had to do it long time ago. Sometimes the crisis do a great changing with people and has its good effect.
I think we have to change ourselves before someone or something forced us to do it and that would be more effective!
In the end, I always remember this Aya: إن الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم
and hope that we change in the way that god loves according to get his acceptance and change our country situation.
Wish you the best.