Oriani wrote:I know it sounds like Drama.. but bad, terrible memories has come again to me, and all the marks that were left on me remind me that ... I don't know.. like what I'm living for???
This "again-remember" seems me good for your psychological health.
Oriani wrote:I don't know.. like what I'm living for?
Some people think that "There will be an answer. Let it be.".
But some others people think like said in some songs of "Les Cowboys Fringants" :
"Peut-être qu'au fond le vrai plaisir
c'est de pas savoir comment va finir ta petite histoire."
Maybe the real way of enjoying is when you don't know how your sorry will end.
"Beaucoup de choses plus grandes,
plus grandes que nous.
Mais peut-être que des fois,
ya tout simplement rien,
rien à comprendre."
Many thing greater,
greater than us.
But maybe that sometimes,
there is all simply nothing,
nothing to understand.
"Parce qu'avec toi,
j'ai plus le goût de m'en faire.
Parce que voir trop loin,
c'est pas mieux que de regarder en arrière."
Because, when I am with you,
I don't enjoy anymore worrying.
Because seeing too far
is not better than watching behind.